When you came into my life, I was a wreck. I don’t know where I was in life. Though I was doing things I want, I felt things were still wrong. Even if I always smile, I still felt empty. I knew my heart was still shattered by the past; I knew there was something missing all along. Yet, your presence has become my only reason to go on and let go of all the uncertainties and frustrations.
At first you were the risk I had to take; I was so scared. I was so scared to suffer the pain once more, to be devastated again. Yet your amazing love overpowered me. You picked up all my broken pieces and put them back piece by piece even if I refused. You made your way on putting an effort of making me smile again. You have my sweet appreciation for taking my smile places I only dreamed of. You made my eyes sparkle again like it never did before. You helped me bring back the life I have lost, the self I already forgotten, and the love I longed for. You made me believe in the power of love again.
Thank you for being the person who can embrace my silliness, who joins me in my absurdity and who doesn’t ask me to change my actuation because you have wholeheartedly accepted me. Thank you for being honest to me; the person I can trust with all my secrets and crazy stories that I have kept within myself. Thank you for listening to my endless talks and understanding every bit of me. Thank you for telling me I am beautiful even with allergies, tired or pale. Thank you for always reminding me that I can be myself and still be loved, even on my worst or weakest days. Thank you for making me feel that I am more than enough; that I don’t need to impress you because you are already impressed by me and by who I am and by being with me and by loving me.
I just can’t thank you enough for making me whole again; for giving me the love that I deserve. Remember that you always have my love, you will always have me. I love you.
To the man i who has my heart now, I’m claiming that you are my last and “US” will last until were grey and old. and at this very exact moment, I know i can’t afford to lose you. I love you! I really do. ––> N.R. ∞