I WANT US TO LAST A LIFETIME..

Every people dreams of happily ever after, well there is no such thing as just pure happiness. There will come a time where all the happiness might be hard to find during the relationship. But guess what? How can you make your love the last one? The love that will be with you all throughout your lifetime?

The answer is very easy, but is hard to achieve. Every waking day choose your love, their is no such thing as perfect relationship. If you want it to last, never give up. Despite of all the problems and challenges that you might face. Do not give up. If you feel that this is the love that you want for a lifetime. If you get tired of the relationship, just rest but do not give up. Loving is also a choice. 

A choice of staying, or of giving up. Wanting this love to last is by choosing to stay each and everyday until you are both gray and old.

To the person I’m with today, I want us to last a lifetime.

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UNEXPECTED JOURNEY

WHAT IF? A sudden question popped on my mind.

What if I haven’t got what i have right now?

What if I am not in this position?

What if four years ago I didn’t made the decision that I did?

Am i having this kind of life right now?

While scribbling on my old stuffs last night, I suddenly put myself on a certain kind of memory lane (as they call it). I suddenly recall my past life. 4 to 5 years ago, I saw myself enjoying life, taking things not to serious, having fun,all god things actually. But was all of that worth it? 

I remember after i graduated, i was having a hard time finding a job. The worst feeling was they’re giving me that “You are qualified and you really deserve the job” feeling but i don’t know why it always end up on nothing. I was devastated, I almost cried every day. Self pity eat me up. There was a time that I almost surrendered. I said to myself This is Enough,I don’t want to fell rejected anymore. But now everything is clear to me, the questions a long time ago was answered. That’s why i didn’t got that job, that’s why everything didn’t work out the way i want it to be, its all because it’s not what God’s plan for me. That’s why no matter hard i tried, it still not enough. I know i did well, I know i deserve those (not too braggy but i really felt that) but you can really do nothing if God is taking it over. I realized God’s plans are more better. He prepared a lot more opportunities than what i expected.

Now, I am here. 1,780 miles away from home. At first i was scared, not ready and actually didn’t want to go. everything wasn’t clear for me way back then. I have a lot of confusions and doubts. But God made a way. First couple of months in Vietnam was hard for me. I had to live with my Uncle’s Family which I am not used to,its not that i don’t like staying with them but because I’m that kid of person that chooses to stay at home alone over random sleepovers. so don’t get me wrong with this. 🙂 Anyways, going back, i tried to find a job but at first i didn’t receive any replies. I celebrated my first Christmas and New year without my family. That was 2012, if I’m not mistaken. I felt so terrible that time. I wanted to go home and cuddle in my own bed, but sad truth was i can’t. Until that day came which change my life completely. It turned my life 360 degrees (or even more, i guess,yea?)

So, I got a teaching job, which i never see coming, i mean it was the job that i can’t picture myself in. I hated this job when i was young. For me, it was a completely stressful job and guess what? I’m correct!! Big Check√!! But what can i do? It was God who gave me this opportunity.

Now, I am really thankful to God on what I am and what i have right now. I am so blessed indeed. The things that i dreamed before, i already have them in front of me and much more, for the record. I’ve been to places that i never  thought i will be. I have the things not only what i need but also the things that i want. Putting God first in our life will lead our life to much better opportunities that an individual can’t imagine. So, its not just keep dreaming or aiming, but its also keep on praying and seeking God’s will in your life. ♥

THE SATURDAY CURRENTLY || 05

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Hello There! Its been a while since I’ve updated my blog! Anyways, Happy New Year Bloomers! How was your new year? Mine, was quite memorable. Twas one of memorable new year i ever had in my entire existence! Chos!  Another year had past. another blank pages are waiting for you, so go! and write a memorable one. and I’m starting mine now. Nahaha! Im currently here in a new opened Coffee shop. ofcourse with the annoying one, my cousin. (just kiddin, but i love her tho :*)so yea. So here’s My Saturday Currenlty vl. 05:

CURRENTLY

Reading

Currently i am fond of reading fashion magazines, I dont know, its just they got my interest these days. like spending a lot of time browsing some ootd’s in the internet. ( gee! I can’t help it)

Writing

Urghhh. Actually, i have a lot of drafts and unfinished blogs. I really want to publish it soon but every time i’m about to write i always get distracted. But i will try to finish it soon. XD

Watching

Watching my cousin in front of me taking thousands of selfies,and annoying me while doing this blog! hahaha.  She’s the selfie queen ( i mean literally, maybe a hundred selfies a day? XD) but i love her. she knows that. :*

 

Thinking

On what to do this week, since i will have a lot of vacant time. Last week was terrible though. I was working like 24/7. I am excited for this week. FINALLY! a free time. what to do?? hmmm. 😀

 

 

Smelling

 

COFFEE! since I’m here in a coffee shop, so yea! I am not really a coffeeholic kinda person but, i do drink if ill crave for it! Caramel Macchiato is my all time fave ( ughh. gee! i want one now) and that only winter season toffee latte in SB! So Yummy!!!!

 

Wishing

That this year will be an awesome one. i mean, i don’t know if you have this feeling but i feel that this year would be an amazing one. I wish i could unlock more of my achievement goals this year. Tick off some list in my Bucket list. more adventures, sugar, spice and everything nice, nyahahaha.

 

Hoping

To save a lot of money for this year. I have a lot of plans this year. Like going out of the country do some extreme adventures. But ill be needing some cash. so i hope ill keep an eye on my goals. Mahirap na ma distract eh, lalo na yung may SALE na word. tempting kaya yun. XD

 

Wearing

Denim Jeans inspired dress that i bought for only 5 usd. not bad, yea?

 

Loving

My New Phone case that my cousin and I bought a while ago. We’ve been wanting to have that rose gold Iphone 6s but we cant afford to buy, so we bought a phone case that looks exactly that same instead. hashtag #happykiddoshere

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Wanting

ATM, i don’t have any thing on my mind. maybe because i’m on the peak of that ” I’m contented of what i have now” feeling. I mean, were all humans and we will never be contented but i as of now come what may. If God would give me blessings, i would be so thankful because through out the years he blessed me more than what i deserve. Good health maybe? I am so blessed that for the past years I’ve never been into a serious (knock on wood, but i i’m not asking for it) I am so blessed by God. XD

 

Needing

I need to change my body clock. I have this ” Lying down at 9:00pm but sleeping at 12midnight” habit. which is not a good habit (ikr? ) been so addicted on browsing the net, and i can’t notice that I’ve been hooked on my phone for couple of hours. So yea, i really need to change it.

 

Feeling

Again, Contented and Blessed!! I am really blessed by God. only by God’s grace, i can see that God is really giving me favor even in my workplace. 

 

I’m really happy to share my week with you guys.  We have another week to spend, i hope you guys will have fun and don’t forget the one up there. 🙂 Till my next blog. Ciao. ♥ (kisses)

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THE SATURDAY CURRENTLY || 04

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Aloha Bloomers. Here I am again, sitting in the front of my netbook giving you an update. So this week was quite awesome. I did finish a lot of errands. Today, I was so excited buying some stuffs for our Church Christmas Party tomorrow!!WOHOOO! Ecstatic one here!!! I actually had a hard time looking for something to give for the exchange gift thingy, then it turns out that I would end up buying a Starbucks tumbler. not bad, right? And i passed by on a bookstore and decided to buy a white colored Christmas light. I always wanted to have one, and finally after 1000years. hahaha. So yea, here is my Saturday  Currently vol. 04:

CURRENTLY

Reading

A Vietnamese Language Learn and Practice book. I’ve been staying here in Vietnam for 3 years, and studying their language is a real struggle.

 

Writing

My New Years Resolution. and believe me a have a lot. I’m not trying to change myself actually, but there are some certain things that i had to open my doors.

 

Watching

The Scorch Trials. (maze runner 2) yess! I’m watching while writing this blog update now. XD

 

Thinking

On what to buy for Christmas!!! I had somethings on my mind actually but i had no idea where to buy. at wala akong oras para bumili, haaynaku!! XD

 

Smelling

MY SWEET SWEAT!! XD really. cause i poured my perfume on my body today, so i had a sweet sweat. hahaha. XD

 

Wishing

I will have good week. I still have two more weeks till vacation and i’m wishing, really wishing that this remaining weeks will be smooth sailing one. (crossfingers c:)

 

Hoping

That I could push through my plan this vacation in going on the country side of HCMC, Vietnam. I hope i could and my wallet could. XD

 

Wearing

Brown Colored inside shirt and my black leggings. I feel so at home with this pair. 

 

Loving

My New pair of Converse!! (HIGH CUT) I bought an early Christmas gift for myself just this afternoon. It was not planned actually, we just pass by to this certain shop and decided to go inside and tadaa! I got a new pair. Happy Kiddo here. XD

 

Wanting

I want to visit JAPAN! Like now, as in now talaga. Cause its winter and its the best time to visit japan they said. but i’m broke. ;(((

 

Needing

I need to clean my room. Everything is a mess! I just throw things away everytime i went home on the weekdays, cause i’m already tired and lazy i have this mentality naAy, Bukas na langSo yea, naubos ko na yata lahat nang bukas. XD

 

Feeling

Happy, Shalala! Its so nice to be happy! hahaha. I feel so satisfied indeed. God gave my desires and i feel so bless cause i have the heart which God’s wants me to have. :)) ♥

 

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THE SATURDAY CURRENTLY|| 03

aaaaHello Bloomers. How was your week? tough,eh? Mine was and still. i just came from our dearest Philippine Consulate to process my passport renewal and just to realize I’ve been away from home for a long time. #homesick! Anyways, I am so exhausted right now. I just deprived my self from sleeping. i had a choice actually, but then i choose to surf the social media thingy rather than sleeping. yan tayo eh! inuuna pa yung phone eh! Yan tuloy, lantang gulay! XD. So here’s my Saturday Currently vol. 3 :

CURRENTLY

Reading

Notes and sharps. So i enrolled my self in a Violin Class lately. basic lang nman sxa, pero sxempre mahirap parin. I ought to myself that i need to learn how to play some instruments before i turn 24, since I already knew how to play the guitar, i  choose the violin to be the second instrument.  I’m enjoying it so far.

Writing

I’m about to finish this blog about Places that you should travel before turning 30’s. Just a little more time and i’m going to publish this soon.

Listening

Sound of the fan right in front of me. XD Yea, I know! Its December. but its freakin hot. I don’t know pati yung seasons late din pa lang nag bloom. hahaha. XD

Thinking

What to do tomorrow, i have plans on my mind already, but i need someone to accompany me, so are you available tomorrow??? XD

Smelling

Vanilla!!!! I so love Vanilla. especially this Vanilla Lace mist of Victoria’s Secret.

Wishing

I could buy this thing that i really wanted a long time ago pa. I really want it. Still praying! In God’s Time.

Hoping

hoping to have enough budget this Christmas. Though i will not go home in the Philippines, I’m sure i’ll still have a “Merry-Christmas” day this coming 25! and hoping na sana next christmas i’ll celebrate with my family.

Wearing

Oversize denim polo and little black skirt. I have to wear something that has a collar because it is a requirement when you renew your passport, its with that picture thingy!

Loving

My newly bought watch! and its only 40,000 vnd which is so cheap compared to others na mahal but not so fancy naman. Anyways, i bought it in one of the local markets here, i am fun of buying in markets kasi you can ask for discount plus you can help directly to those individual.

Wanting

I still want to SLEEEPPP! Ive been depriving my self from sleeping since last week. every time i promise to myself that i should sleep early today something will come out and ruin my plan. urghhhh! 😦 :0

Needing

I need somebody to love! Joke! I actually need time. Time to rest, time to fix things up with myself. I think I’m in so much stress lately that i forget how to take care of myself. I need to buy time!

Feeling

Contented but Tired as usual. But I never forget to thank God for blessing me everyday. For waking me up and giving me a new life. God bless us for the next week. Ciao. XD ♥

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THE SATURDAY CURRENTLY || 02

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Hello. I am coming to you from a 1 hour class just near my flat today. I just ate a homemade pizza for dinner. Planning not to go anywhere tomorrow since the next day after that would be Monday which means WORK again. 2 more days till November will be over. I’m so excited for Christmas. Ill post some blogs about it maybe. :))

CURRENTLY

 

Reading

Stylized by Liz Uy. 

 

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Writing

A new blog that I’m going to publish soon.

 

Listening

Chasing cars by Snow Patrol, Cello covers in YouTube. ughhh. CELLO!! I’m addicted to you. 😀 But i don’t know how to play it. maybe soon, ill give it a try.

 

Thinking

Thinking on what to do later. more of something that can pamper myself. massage, mani-pedi, maybe??

 

Smelling

FISH!!! i can smell fishy. (hahaha) We actually had fish for lunch, so yea.

 

Wishing

to find another flat to move in. for the past week, me and my housemate spend some time to find a new place to move in. We saw some but its either out of our budget or its not our type. ang hirap! any suggestions? (naa. just kidding) anyways, we still have few more days to find one.

 

Hoping

hoping that my parents is in good condition. as well as my siblings. its hard to work outside our country. Being away from your family is one of the greatest trial that we have to face. but, thanks to the so called technology I can communicate with them 24/7.

 

Wearing

Dark blue tee that I bought last July when we went to Phnom Penh, Cambodia and my boxer shorts!!!! It makes me comfortable.

 

Loving

 

The Christmas Ambiance!! On my way home, I saw some shops decorating for Christmas. I can feel the Christmas spirit!! YEEYY! Its the most wonderful time of the yeeaaar! (I’m singing here by the way :D)

 

Wanting

A goodnight sleep. A GOODNIGHT SLEEPPP!

 

Needing

Cash!!! hahaha. Its’ been tough this month. I have to pay a lot of bills and buy some necessities that i need. Especially FOODS! That feeling when you crave to eat something but you have nothing in your pocket? ( K! Bye!)

 

Feeling

Exhausted and Stress. I slept 1:30am in the morning. and i had to wake up at around 7:00am. Great, Right? But still thanking God for giving me another day. #FeelingBlessed

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THE SATURDAY CURRENTLY || 01

FINALIt’s Saturday. Another tiring week is over. Now sitting in front of my netbook. It’s been so long since i updated my blog. so, yeah. I’ve seen this blog post about ” The sunday currently “and for suprise it inspired me post too. so here’s my version of sunday currently. but since i do have a lot of time every Saturday ill make mine ” The Saturday Currently”

CURRENTLY

 

 

Reading

Bible. I have this goal to read all the chapters in the bible. I am now reading the book of Ephesians. also reading some tweets those “hugot” tweets that i can mostly relate with.

 

Writing

This blog. updating it since nineteen forgotten. haha. (note to sarcasm). writing some bills and payment for this month as well. since i am living independently for the past 3 years, i need to learn how to list down my expenses.

 

Listening

I was made for loving you by Tori and Ed Sheeran. LSS indeed.

 

Thinking

How to survive a week without any money on my pocket.

 

Smelling

The unexplained scent of aloe vera which i put on my face. (seriously, the smell sucks)

 

Wishing

to find a new job. lately, i lost my passion on what I’m doing at the present. maybe bc i am working with this kind of job for almost 2 years. STRESS is my Best friend lately,btw. ♦

 

Hoping

to go home soon. hopefully middle of next year. hoping to find a cheap ticket tho.

 

Wearing

Yellow tee and my fave skirt. skirt, yes. wearing skirts all the time. it makes me feel comfortable.

 

Loving

My new adult Coloring book that i bought recently. Stress reliever! SuperB!!

 

Wanting

A new pair of sneakers, chocolate, more  NUTELLA and GO! and SLEEEPPP as usual i need to some more time to sleep.

 

Needing

Definitely needing some more SLEEP. So exhausted lately ( but still have time to browse the internet c: )

 

Feeling

So blessed! Despite of all the hardships and trials i can see God’s provision in my life. :))

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Have a blessed week a head guys. See you on my next blog.



 

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