WHEN YOU FINALLY LOVE THE PERSON WHO LOVES YOU..

When you finally love the person who loves you everything will finally feel right. Not necessarily be right but it’ll feel right. When you finally love the person who loves you, you wouldn’t care if you’re giving too much. There’s no such a thing as getting something back in return because there’s always giving between you two and that’s what matters. You wouldn’t worry about saying the wrong thing, using the wrong words, or just not being as expressive as you wish you could be because, however, it doesn’t matter that much. He gets you right away anyway. He gets when you’re sad even if you were just smiling. He gets when you don’t want to talk even though you were just listening to him and showing interest in whatever it is he was saying. When you finally love the person who loves you, you’ll find no place for regret in your dictionary. It doesn’t matter that you just met him, it doesn’t matter that you may secretly be asking yourself while looking at him, “where have you been all my life!”. At that time, what really matters is that you are together. That’s the absolute truth that you care about. The only one that deserves your concern.

When you finally love the one who loves you, your love might not be like that in the books. You thought that there should be more deprivation before your hands hold, more fighting before you two could end up with each other but maybe it’s not always like that. Maybe the universe played a part in bringing you both together in the smoothest way you could think of. And that’s the best part, you could feel with your heart how beautiful It is that you two just fit. When you finally love the person who loves you, silence won’t be as awkward but you still will have a lot to say. You’ll find yourself interested to ask him about his favorite colour, his all time favorite show and what he does to feel alive when life is too hard and you’d believe him if his answer was that he thinks of you. You’d believe him because he’d sound like he means it. You’d believe him because this is the first time you knew that love is trust and that it’s not a rule, it’s just how love goes. You find yourself trusting someone no questions asked.

When you finally love the person who loves you, you won’t stress over whether you can love him right or not. Whether it’s the right time to call him or not because every day when you tell him you love him, it sounds different than the day before and every day it makes you realize there are endless ways to love him and you’ll figure them all out, you know you will. You’re sure you will.

When you finally love the person who loves you, you won’t care if your hands are too cold all the time. Because you know that for him they’ll be warm enough. They’ll always be warm enough.

HAPPY 30TH MYLOVE. ILOVEYOU! ∞

I WANT US TO LAST A LIFETIME..

Every people dreams of happily ever after, well there is no such thing as just pure happiness. There will come a time where all the happiness might be hard to find during the relationship. But guess what? How can you make your love the last one? The love that will be with you all throughout your lifetime?

The answer is very easy, but is hard to achieve. Every waking day choose your love, their is no such thing as perfect relationship. If you want it to last, never give up. Despite of all the problems and challenges that you might face. Do not give up. If you feel that this is the love that you want for a lifetime. If you get tired of the relationship, just rest but do not give up. Loving is also a choice. 

A choice of staying, or of giving up. Wanting this love to last is by choosing to stay each and everyday until you are both gray and old.

To the person I’m with today, I want us to last a lifetime.

To the Man Who Made Me Whole Again

When you came into my life, I was a wreck. I don’t know where I was in life. Though I was doing things I want, I felt things were still wrong. Even if I always smile, I still felt empty. I knew my heart was still shattered by the past; I knew there was something missing all along. Yet, your presence has become my only reason to go on and let go of all the uncertainties and frustrations.

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At first you were the risk I had to take; I was so scared. I was so scared to suffer the pain once more, to be devastated again. Yet your amazing love overpowered me. You picked up all my broken pieces and put them back piece by piece even if I refused. You made your way on putting an effort of making me smile again. You have my sweet appreciation for taking my smile places I only dreamed of. You made my eyes sparkle again like it never did before. You helped me bring back the life I have lost, the self I already forgotten, and the love I longed for. You made me believe in the power of love again.

Thank you for being the person who can embrace my silliness, who joins me in my absurdity and who doesn’t ask me to change my actuation because you have wholeheartedly accepted me. Thank you for being honest to me; the person I can trust with all my secrets and crazy stories that I have kept within myself. Thank you for listening to my endless talks and understanding every bit of me. Thank you for telling me I am beautiful even with allergies, tired or pale. Thank you for always reminding me that I can be myself and still be loved, even on my worst or weakest days. Thank you for making me feel that I am more than enough; that I don’t need to impress you because you are already impressed by me and by who I am and by being with me and by loving me.

I just can’t thank you enough for making me whole again; for giving me the love that I deserve. Remember that you always have my love, you will always have me. I love you.

To the man i who has my heart now, I’m claiming that you are my last and “US” will last until were grey and old. and at this very exact moment, I know i can’t afford to lose you. I love you! I really do. ––> N.R. ∞

SINCE THEN..

I’ts been so long..

I didn’t feel the same way again..

Since then..

I’m afraid to stray too far.

I had to learn how to distance myself

Since then.

I want to go back in time

where sadness is unfamiliar..

When everything was right

When everything was so genuine and real..

but then..

It will never be

the same way again..

Since then.

 

by: theelatebloomer